Through the Window Pane

New beginnings and the unknown tends to make me apprehensive and anxious. It reminds me when Matthew used to climb with MCSA aka the Mountain Club of South Africa; I used to stand at the bottom of the cliff face as most anxious parents do. When you on the rock face you sometimes can’t see the better routes up, but with me at the bottom, I could see the whole picture and could relay to Matthew the better routes.

Now I find myself on the cliff face, straining to see upwards to find the better route up. It is not easy looking through the window pane and trying to make sense of the way forward. Does my future look green and lust?